Shattering the Fairytale
Now that you have met your twin and you have fallen back in love with one another, the time has come for the illusion of the “Bubble Love Phase” to be over with and will not return in its truest form until reunification. The events that take place during this part are what lead up to the “Runner Chaser Phase” of this twin flame union and as you may already know this is one of the toughest challenges you will face because this is when you have to deal with the karmic debt that you all have! In order to heal those soul wounds you have accumulated throughout this as well as other lifetimes, your souls have to crack, break and shatter before you can reach true bliss! Even after you reach that level of bliss, there will always be work that has to be done because of your human form (your EGO). In this article I will go over some of the things that lead to Larry’s and I break up as well as the true meaning behind those things.
Like I have stated before, no two journeys are alike so some of the things I have experienced as a part of the twin flame journey, you may or may not experience. I will be telling you the 3 Dimensional (3D) reasons why these things happen as well as the 5 Dimensional (5D), spiritual or true meaning behind these events. First let’s go over the 3D reason why Larry and I broke up:
⦁ We got a place together way to early even though he didn’t technically move in! His business was right by his sister’s house so he decided to stay there while helping pay bills at the new house. We only dated for 11 months total the 1st time, out of those 11 months we had been together for just a little bit over 7 months before we decided to rent a place together.
⦁ Financial issues! Things went smooth for a few months then his car shop started going under and since I couldn’t afford to pay all the bills on my Disability/child support income alone this brought tension between us which started arguments.
⦁ And then we broke up in the oddest of ways (that I will share later on in the book)!
Now let’s go over the 5D, spiritual and real reason why we broke up! Yes we got a place together way to early but with twins time doesn’t exist on a soul level because we are spiritually connected, always has and always will be but time does exist for our human form (EGO). When you put the human ego into the equation and all of the karmic debt we had to work off, things are bound to go wrong. On the surface, it may seem like finances broke us up but on a spiritual level it was deeper than that. Larry and I had two main problems and that was love. You are probably asking yourself, how two souls that are always connected in a divine love can have problems with love! Well we can and we did because the problem wasn’t with the soul love we have for one another, it was with the lack of love we had for ourselves. Our souls had lessons that had to be learned and mine was to learn how to love myself while his was to learn how to love himself as well as how to love someone else. Those lessons could not have been learned while we were together because they were a part of our souls relearning what we already knew. In order for me to learn how to love myself I had to let go of a love that was stronger than loving myself and vice versa. I had to learn my lesson on my own and he had to learn his with the help of one of his soul mates because she was meant to show him how to love himself as well as how to love someone else. This was a lesson I couldn’t have helped him with because it wasn’t meant for me to, as well as I had to work on myself and I couldn’t do that with my soul focusing on him. He also had to teach her how to love herself! So you see everything happens for a reason and that everyone we meet, we are meant to meet them for a reason. Now that we have discussed how and why my twin and I fairytale shattered, the next step will be to give you a few pointers on things not to do so you can try to avoid or make the “Runner Chaser Phase” a little easier! If you haven’t made it to this part of the twin flame journey yet you are lucky and there is still time to change the things you can change while leaving the rest up to God.